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I have not been good about updating. Don't know what to write really. Lately I have been working out, gave up alcohol for lent and eating...well ok. I must just be a pig. Not losing a darn thing. This really frustrates me. I just want to see a little difference. One pound. That would be nice. No really, I would like to drop a total of 30. I just developed pictures from Erika's Christening. I looked great. I Know I felt great...she was 5 weeks old and I look more pregnant now then I did then. Baily makes her communion in April...I would like to drop 10 pounds by then. that gives me 6 weeks. It can be done. I know it can. I just have to really be strict.

Wow, I had no idea I could ramble so much about that. but these are the things that go through my head...at least 5 times a day i think all that to myself. So...I will do something about it. what a waste of time to think the same thing over and over, and that subject none the less.

gotta go for now.

Mother Knows Best

Yep. My mother knows me the best. She can tell if I am sad or mad even when I am trying to cover it up. We have this connection. We end up making the same things for dinner. She lives in Florida and will tell me she is making chili for dinner tonight and mine is already cooking in the crock pot. For christmas this year we got each other the same christmas present. A Garmin. She will ask me if things are ok between me and dh even before knowing we just had a huge blow out. I attribute this all to actually building our relationship over time. As much as she knows me best, I think I Know her better then anyone too, even my father. So, my mom would be the person that knows me best. Thank Goodness!